I still feel like I suck and that I should not be doing this. Everyone probally hates me any way so why does it matter. I should not be.... Whatever the point is I SUCK

I feel like I suck at everything even though we are supposidly changing stations I dout it....I will be stuck doing the breakfast shit forever...I know I will be doing it later too. Ever since the new girl came I have ben just doing bfazt and some desserts and now she knows how to make them so what is the use for me? I suck at everything what the hell was I thinking that I was any good. I liked when it was just me and the pastry chef. What was I thinking maybe they are all being fake about being happy to have me back next year.... Who would want me I suck I should just give up now too bad I wasted all that money on school

I have been on Block Island for two weeks. So far so good.

Deer count (5/19): 15
lots of DUCKS!!!

I have lots of seashells too :D

Have to internet where I am living :(

lots of pics!!
Block Island 1: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2016692&id=1295730843&l=b77faabc52
Block Island 2: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2017058&id=1295730843&l=bb0379cf5d
Ducks: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2017058&id=1295730843&l=bb0379cf5d
Pastries: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2016693&id=1295730843&l=f0b7f6d8e0

I have to update later but my computer us being supid.

I got me wedding cake theme yesterday....shades of peach

got sick last night, like the whole house could hear me (sorry TMI)

stayed home today.

went to Boston last weekend....

I have a boring life...watching FF:Advent Children

I watched Across the Universe (I love that movie!)

Yes. When I got to a store with the print your own picture, I pocket them. Do I feel guilty, no they over charge for that any way.

I also "borrowed" items from my house mates, they have never noticed.

So I wake up for class at 3:20...today I have no class and woke up at 3:30..I was like "OMG I did not set my alarm!!"

it now almost 6 and I am up...I found RV (a movie) on free zone.